29/10/2008
Cast schedule from official website.

18th December 2008
Elisabeth: Suzukaze Mayo
Death: Takeda Shinji
Rudolf: Irei Kanata
I’m really looking forward to this pair Death/Rudolf pair despite what I’ve heard about Takeda’s singing and height. And I’ve heard him sing before. However, when I watched the Japanese preview, all their inability to sing (oh my god, Irei’s voice is so weak!) was completely thrown out of the window when I watched Takeda with Irei. It was ridonkulous!
It does help that Takeda Shinji is insanely gorgeous.

17th December 2008
Elisabeth: Asami Hikaru
Death: Yamaguchi Yuuchirou
Rudolf: Urai Kenji
I’m officially in love with Urai’s Rudolf. It does help that Rudolf is also my favorite character in the whole musical (oh yes I know, LACK OF STAGE TIME D:). He opened his mouth, and it was love. Although, he completely sucked in SeraMyu. Suck. Absolute suck.
Yamaguchi well, shit his voice is so fantastic *plays cast recording on loop*, and that’s all I have to say!
If they give me a repeat cast for any of these three characters, I will do some killing on that day. >.>
Rest of the cast is the same for both days, so I don’t have much to talk about. SO EXCITING!!
27/10/2008
Oh Luka, why are you such an adorable person? I still don’t understand why I love you so much, despite all your faults and annoying habits, but you are one of the rare characters that I would love to make real and hug. ):
Luka happens to be my protagonist, by the way. And he happens to be my most awesome character to date, with all my effort put in to think about his characterization, I should hope so too!
The plot has advanced to the point that I very much doubt it will make sense if it were written in a single sitting. This afternoon I toyed with the idea of breaking it into acts (like, a play), and that’s what I’m going to do. Unfortunately, it would seem that I can’t ever write a story without having a bit of cheesy romance ongoing. This time however, every single romantic part plays an important role in the story! Phew, no longer a romance novel. Besides, I hate writing crappy scenes, and thus, I have no idea how to go about doing it. adhjkasd!
Act One;
“We can only learn to love by loving.”
Act Two;
“Living might mean taking chances but they’re worth taking; loving might be a mistake but it’s worth making.”
Act Three;
“Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.”
I still can’t wait to pen down the ending, the thought that I have to go through 50000words before that kills me. My imagination doesn’t run that wild.
22/10/2008
Too much time on my Nano, not enough time on my studies. Plus, the new revelation (can I laugh and say this is my tentative chapter 6 title? Revelation. Nice.) that I am definitely going to Japan, and possibly watching Elisabeth twice, has awakened the guilt that I probably can’t get 4 As. Alas.
My protaganist now has a name. I’ve been trying to pick rarer names, and I was totally all for calling him Jesper, until… at some point in time I thought that that was terrible (as much as I like the name Jesper), and he was anything but a ‘Jesper’. This name is not anything special, but I do believe that once I further the plot, the name will grow to be related with him. :D
Lead character the second, who is looking to have as much writing time as the protaganist, has a name as well. And this name, I am extremely fond of. The more I look at it, the more suitable I see it to be. Plus, it does not help that this particular character happens to be my favorite character (whatever, he’s as important as the protaganist. No him, no protaganist; no protaganist, no story.).
I no longer want to kill off my protaganist, as posted on the Nano forums. I am now officially extremely fond of him, and if my ending ever comes true, I will cry when I do eventually kill him off. ):
Lack of plot, lots of character development, seeing as I only have 2 to mess with my brain. I am very happy.
AAAND! JAPAN 2008! :D
20/10/2008
ONE OF MY CHARACTERS IS LOOKING TO BECOME SO FRICKING ANNOYING I WANT TO KILL HIM OFF.
BUT THE OTHER CHARACTER IS SO AWESOME AND WOULD BE PISSED AT ME IF I DID SO. ):
I maintain my stance that this is not a love story, for I am completely handicapped at writing mushy love stories. It is instead, a introspect into the lives of 2 completely different people, who saw fate bringing them together. :)
Oh, but I love him all the same. How can you not love someone whose life is already reminiscent of a living hell? In all honesty, I just want to give him a big fat hug. \o/
Lead the 2nd is just epicly cool. If said character ever existed in real life, all I want to do is get an autograph.
I believe I am going to spend a good part of my November staying up late to do this. I HOPE IT DOES NOT CONSUME MY LIFE, THIS THING. ): Is this how authors who write winning novels feel like when the best plot to exist in their life hits them all of a sudden. ;_;
17/10/2008
Compared to last year (also my first year), my plot this year is made of so much win I cannot imagine how I failed to think of this before. \:D/
It’s the kind of story that draws me, and hey, I might actually manage to finish all 50k, A Levels or not. :)
I can’t wait for November 1st!!
1/10/2008
;_; I’m so happy with this new layout. :D
And I wish my parents would stop implying that I can get a scholarship or something. I know I can’t. Fuck off. If you don’t want to spend money on my education than say so! So I don’t have to think about applying to private unis and what not. Oh my god.
Pressure doesn’t work on me, ok!